McD™

今天早上姐姐的McD点亮了我的一天～
谢谢姐姐！！！！！！
<3姐姐！
吹着凉凉的风，看着报纸，听着滴答滴答的雨声～
真的感到无比的轻松～喜乐～悠闲～

到了MicroP Lab，朋友居然说6:00pm才去做～
那我就等到6:00pm，到了Lab，等到7:00pm～哪知他SMS说9:00pm才来……我等到9:30pm，他才到～哈哈！不过我没骂他，谢谢父神让我学习忍着～
换是我以前………………ErrrhhhEEEmmmmm！！！

今晚本来没晚餐吃的，哪知Housemate说送饭进来～Waisehhh～谢谢天上的父～
哈哈，今天有个Coursemate说我很得空，而且还在我面前告诉别的Coursemate timmm～～
哈哈！因为我在Lab里，走来走去～这边看看，那边看看～
自己没搞好自己的东西，反而去别组帮别人解难！Apalah ni～～～

到了11:30pm才到家，差点忘了把Laptop带回，好Blurrrrrr哦～～～～
12:40AM下雨了～谢谢父神“冷化”这里热热的空气～
好爱睡哦～可是不能！不过不过，还是听某人的话吧！睡了再起来做！=]

我不渴望有10000000000000万的钱，漂亮的伴侣，豪华的车子，大大间的房屋！
现在，我渴望的是0万的钱，不漂亮的伴侣，单调的Kancil，小小间的茅屋！
和父神的怀抱。

快乐星期一

好喂～

好吃的“Bek Ding Yue”～
谢谢Auntie～～～～～太好吃了。
也希望Auntie妳的伤能快快好起来～
为妳祷告喔！

还有！谢谢姐姐！=]
超喜欢妳给的礼物～～～～谢谢！Aligatorrrrrrrrrrr gozaimasze～～～
戴着妳给的礼物，听着妳做的歌～好开心哦！！

虽然有Miniproject要赶～但我一点也不《忙盲芒》。

自从我面对以及接受了某件事，最近没心情不好了…天天都是充满着喜乐～开心 :)
时时都幸福的我，要好好过着！要开心地活着！

手是袮创的，把它废掉的是袮，再把它医治好的也是袮…
我只能存感恩的心来面对袮给的每一样东西…
虽然有时会不明白，有时会不懂…
但没关系，因为我信!

源源的《回来》

原不想再写Blog了，哪知又回来写…几善变下的～

不罗嗦～只想谢谢姐姐和朋友们～妳们很棒～

星星虽然小，但却美化了这么大的一片天空…

我的朋友虽然“少”，却大大地“美化”了我的人生。

遇到困难，继续忍耐！

流泪撒种的，必欢呼收割！诗126:5

飞机Boom～～

The US and British military joined France in targeting Colonel Muammer Gaddafi’s troops on Saturday after coalition forces fired cruise missiles in the first offensive against the Libyan leader’s attack on rebel strongholds along the coast.

The initial French operation, thought to have been largely focused on reconnaissance, was backed up by US and British missile strikes in the no-fly zone mission code named “Odyssey Dawn”. Canadian and Italian forces also joined the bid to keep up continuous pressure on the Gaddafi troops throughout the night.

The move begins what threatens to be a long and uncertain fight against forces loyal to the discredited Libyan leader. Nonetheless the international community appeared to have overcome initial divisions to give the green light to immediate military action at a summit of Arab, African and European leaders in Paris early on Saturday.

The US and the UK had fired some 110 cruise missiles at over 20 targets, the Pentagon said on Saturday, but acknowledged that the impact of the strikes would not be fully clear until daybreak.

Col Gaddafi broadcast a speech on Libyan television hours after the bombardment began. Calling the allies “colonial crusaders”, he said that it was now “necessary to open the depots and arm all the people with weapons to defend the independence, unity and honour of Libya”.

Vice Adm William Gortney, director of the US Joint Staff, told a briefing that the missiles were aimed at critical nodes in Libya’s air defence system, such as surface to air missiles and communications sites, mostly in the west of the country. He added that the attacks on the country were temporarily under US operation command and control but that command would pass to the coalition.The Libyan government said that air strikes had hit the capital Tripoli and Misrata, a town 150km to the east, where government forces have been fighting rebels for days.

US President Barack Obama said on Saturday that he had authorised US armed forces to begin “limited” engagement to enforce a no-fly zone over Libya.“We are creating the conditions to be able to stand up a no-fly zone,” Adm Gortney said.

“This is not an outcome that the US or any of our partners sought,” Mr Obama said in Brazil, where he had started a scheduled five-day trip to Latin America. “Even yesterday the international community offered Muammer Gaddafi the opportunity to pursue an immediate ceasefire ... But despite the hollow words of his government he has ignored the opportunity.”

Mr Obama added: “I am deeply aware of the risks of any military action ... But we cannot stand idly by ... Actions have consequences and the writ of the international community must be enforced ... That is the cause of this coalition.”

Since the strikes are being carried out by an ad hoc coalition, rather than by Nato, a more lasting command structure will have to be set up in coming days.

Adm Gortney said the strikes hit their targets in Libya at about 15:00 Eastern Standard time. He refused to discuss whether future targets might include Col Gaddafi’s command and control headquarters, or any other sites, but said the mission would strictly adhere to the UN Security Council resolution’s goal of protecting civilians.

In Tripoli, thousands of young people have been mobilised to converge on Col Gaddafi’s compound in Bab al Azizia, chanting and shouting slogans, possibly in an effort to discourage airstrikes on the compound.

Ben Rhodes, the deputy National Security Adviser for strategic communications, said Col Gaddafi’s “clear violation” of international and the threat of atrocities against his own people were the reasons for the military action.

He declined to say how long the US expected its military role to last but suggested it would be most robust “at the front end” of the operation, with its partners in Europe continuing their leadership in the later stages.

British officials said that it was essential to degrade Col Gaddafi’s ability to attack incoming aircraft before further air sorties could be launched against his forces. It is thought highly likely that British jets will be in operation over Libya in the aftermath of the attack on his ground to air capability.

Major General John Lorimer, the chief of defence staff’s strategic communications, said late on Saturday night: “British Armed Forces, as authorised by the UN Security Council Resolution 1973, have participated in a co-ordinated strike against Libyan Air Defence systems. In addition to the Tomahawk Land Attack Missiles (TLAM) launched from a Trafalgar Class submarine, I can now confirm that the RAF has also launched Stormshadow missiles from a number of Tornado GR4 fast jets, which flew direct from RAF Marham as part of a coordinated coalition plan to enforce the resolution.”

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Germany, which abstained from supporting the Security Council resolution authorising military intervention, on Saturday said the initiative had to succeed. Angela Merkel, German chancellor, said she had offered German AWACS aerial reconnaissance troops to take over duties in Afghanistan so US forces could be freed up to do the same job over Libya.

French defence officials said a no-fly zone of 100kms by 150kms had been established over Benghazi, stretching along the Libyan coast. Roughly 25 aircraft had been in the air since Saturday morning, and the aircraft carrier Charles de Gaulle would leave the port of Toulon on Sunday.

French forces launched their strike less than three hours after 22 leaders from the Arab world, Africa, the US and other western powers met in Paris to give the go-ahead for action against the regime.

President Nicolas Sarkozy of France, who with Britain’s Prime Minister David Cameron, has led the fight for international action against Col Gadaffi, said after the meeting that the attacks were aimed at “protecting the population from the murderous madness of a regime which by killing its own people has lost all legitimacy.”

Defence experts said that the US military could be expected to neutralise the communications systems being used by Col Gadaffi’s forces.

Hillary Clinton, US Secretary of State who had been in Paris for the summit, said Washington would bring its “unique capabilities” to bear to help its European and Canadian allies.

Mr Cameron said Col Gaddafi “has made this happen. He has lied to the international community, he has promised a ceasefire, he has broken that ceasefire ... We cannot allow the slaughter of civilians to continue.”

Mr Sarkozy said the aim of intervention was not regime change but to “allow the Libyan people to choose their own destiny.”

“We do not want to decide in their place,” he said in a statement after the summit in Paris. “We are protecting the population from the murderous madness of a regime which in killing its own people has lost all legitimacy.”

The minute Col Gaddafi stopped the attacks on his own people “the doors of diplomacy would open,” he said.

However the Libyan government remained defiant saying that the countries which backed military action would pay a heavy price for their decision. Mohammed Zweid, secretary of the Peoples’ General Committee, Libya’s parliament, said on Saturday night: “this barbaric aggression against the Libyan people comes after the announcement of a cease fire”, adding that both civilian and military targets were hit.

He confirmed, however, that fighting continued on Saturday in the streets of the eastern city of Benghazi, but said government forces had not been involved, a view which has been refuted by eyewitnesses there. Earlier Saturday, Libya’s state television had announced that the people of Benghazi had spontaneously “risen up” against the rebel government.

“There has been a fight in Benghazi between people who want to cleanse the city of extremists and armed militias. And the fighting is continuing to cleanse the city. These are people who are volunteers, not soldiers,” said Mr Zweid.

Libyan rebels appealed for foreign intervention earlier on Saturday after government forces attacked rebels in Benghazi.

At least five western nations have said they might lend military assets or bases for the operation. The five were Canada, Italy, Denmark, Spain and Belgium.

Four Arab countries – Qatar, the United Arab Emirates, Saudi Arabia and Jordan – are expected to play some role in the coalition, but in a support capacity rather offering direct military action.

Qatar formally confirmed its participation, but said the exact role was still being defined. The UAE said it would not be contributing military assets.

Brigadier Ben Barry, Senior Fellow for Land Forces at the International Institute for Strategic Studies, said there were risks for the coalition in taking military action. “France, Britain and the US may not have enough reconnaissance on the ground to know who exactly they are striking around Benghazi. They need to know that it is government forces they are hitting, not rebels or innocent civilians.”

源源的《泪》

好喂～～～～
耳朵好舒服哦～心好平静哦～思想好理智哦～～～～
听了一晚的诗歌，整个人精神去～～～
哈哈！开心～开心～

听到了我非常熟悉的《神羔羊配的》
心流泪了～眼眶湿了，以为没人发现～
哪里知道，居然被姐姐察觉到！不愧是姐姐…
姐唱歌好好听哦～下次我们来PK一下！jkjk…（不敢不敢）
还有还有，不知是哪家伙做的《最珍贵的角落》，真的让我的形象有了非常《最珍贵的角落》！
（肯定，有人看了会说：你有形象的咩？）哈哈，不埋怨～不埋怨～

诗歌分享完了之后～拆了7粒灯笼，有位小不点想爬楼梯～被我拉下来去～Lol…
还有，那位小不点…整天几乎没吃东西，然后肚子痛！我不开心不开心！！！
希望她睡了起来会好些～～记得吃正餐啊！

今天的Analogue Test，还蛮顺利下的～原来，我在Analogue的Ranking是#24…不过已经很好了～
哈哈！刚才Coursemate买了一粒Laptop～拿来给我看，说划算不划算？哎哟～变成电脑Councellor and Promote'r去～

啊～～～爱睡了～晚安！

结论：
普通的一天！祷告～睡觉！！

源源的《堕落》

今天好堕落好堕落哦！！！！
一直在打Game…浪费掉很多时间啊！
我的Roomate边看，边说BraVo！哈哈哈～
哎哟哟！拜五的Analogue Test该怎么办呢？
哎呀呀！Mini Project该怎么办？
我今天读不到书～不不不，是读不进书～哈哈。是书看我，不是我看书(抄牧师的，没有Copyright gua）

Eh Eh Eh，恭喜姐姐今天的Presentation成功！Crunchy Cheese Cake～下次弄给我吃mooorrrrr  :(

我那位好朋友啊～好朋友～
加油啊～不要Moodless了～也不要太晚睡了，好好照顾身体…身体是神的，不是妳的，妳只是暂时保管神的殿罢了。（虽然我没睡几个钟，*笑眯眯*）

今天的功课就是，别自以为清高，别自以为是…

别以为会读书就是一切（给某个人的忠告)

Who the sake are you there to control and judge others？

结论：

一山还有一山高，每个人的恩赐都不同，有的是人能看到的，自然就受到别人的赞美，但给予那些恩赐是人看不到的，不要气馁不要沮丧，因为神在看着你～

"你们祷告的时候，不可像那假冒为善的人，爱站在会堂里和十字路口上祷告，故意叫人看见。我实在告诉你们，他们已经得了他们的赏赐。"太6:5

源源的《夜生活》

啊～
我的夜生活报道～
Mushi Mushi～现在是凌晨4点钟～
啊哈哈～
真不好意识，吹某某人睡，反而自己没睡～Blerk～看到了别生气，也不要骂我，更不要咒我～
为了妳好，也只能这样了～
好了好了～要开始看那永远都读不进的书了～埋头苦干！钻牛角尖！
啊哈哈，学业虽然闷～但值得读～

至于，垃圾场…谢谢妳Sent来的MSG～=）

结论：
还好没说我要睡，要不然就GG了～～～～啊哈哈哈哈！我可没骗妳哦！
5am灵修！灵修！

源源的《恐惧感又来了》

今天没上课哦～～
在家里发霉咯～～～

今天有跑步哦～跑啊～姐姐终于跑了五圈嘢！
哈哈～恭喜恭喜，对姐姐您，我也有恐惧感…
因为跟姐在一起的时间不多了…
好怕…到那天，我不知道我会……
为什么时间不能再长些？好想多陪下姐姐您！:'( 姐………

结论：
好累～好怕…好想好想乖乖地躺在神的怀抱里，静静地，安详地，睡着…

源源的《垃圾桶》

Hey Hey～～～我居然变成垃圾桶～
是的，我愿意变垃圾桶…我愿意听身边需要发泄，需要分享问题…的朋友们。
妈咪昨天MMS我她的照片，我看了……好开心哦～
终于有一张！！！唯一一张，妈咪的照片…

今天的Test考得不是很好～但我没伤心，我没沮丧…因为我尽力了～=]
今天傍晚又不能跟姐姐一起跑步了～没关系，今天不能，明天，后天，大后天都有机会～
只要姐姐需要人陪，告诉我……我会出来陪姐姐您的～～

至于，我那最忠心的朋友，你现在好吗？没找你并不代表我把你忘了～冷落了～有什么事，就Call过来吧～（要我讲几次？）

至于，我那很好很好的朋友，希望妳每天都能开开开心，快快乐乐的～不要因为Presentation过了，才能开心起来～^^

至于，那垃圾场，也希望妳每天都能开心快乐～慢慢复原，好好休息哦～祝妳早日康复～

至于，那位叫我Monkey的，好久没找妳了，也好久没跟妳聊天了～妳最近好吗？健康吗？

至于，那两位，陪我Last Minute赶功课的，谢谢你们的合作～
还有我会从组MvP5的～在明年～预备下吧！！ 啊哈哈！
等我噢～～

啊～～不要留言…看了就算了！谢谢合作～

至于，日本…“The Fukushima plant has been hit by two explosions at buildings housing two reactors since a massive 9.0-magnitude earthquake hit on Friday, and the cooling system at a third reactor stopped working on Monday.

Operator TEPCO said a fuel rod meltdown could not be ruled out after cooling water levels dropped sharply at the third reactor, according to Jiji Press. A meltdown could release radioactive material into the air.

结论：

警醒祷告～不住地祷告！

“总要警醒祷告，免得入了迷惑。你们心灵固然愿意，肉体却软弱了。”太26:41

“万物的结局近了，所以你们要谨慎自守，警醒祷告。”彼前4:7

源源的《呼求2》

Daddy Ohhh Daddy～

日本发生了这么严重的事，我们应当为日本的灾民来祷告…看到世界的改变，看到了这些痛苦的喊叫声，有个信息不断地在我脑海里转啊转啊～那就是末日近了。
我们要警醒祷告，不止是为灾民祷告，也要为万民祷告…
我们得赶紧加快脚步，去拯救更多的灵魂！
“我传福音原没有可夸的，因为我是不得已的；若不传福音，我便有祸了。”林前9：16

真正的平安是从神而来～
是世界不能给的～也是世界所不能了解的～
因为神赐下祂的独生子耶稣基督，为我们做了挽回祭！
感谢神让我听到福音，平且得救了～有平安在我心里！
“并那诚实作见证的，从死里首先复活，为世上君王元首的耶稣基督，有恩惠、平安归与你们！他爱我们，用自己的血使我们脱离罪恶。” 启1:5


朋友，分分裂裂～复复和和～
家人，吵吵闹闹～不能平息～
而我，则看着这些事情发生，却无能为力～人类好有限哦～
累啊累啊～求Daddy赐给那些有需要的，病痛的，伤心的，忧闷的～
都求Daddy一一地看顾保守～
“疲乏的，他赐能力；软弱的，他加力量。”赛40:29


结论：
我要成长，在灵命上！
我要出去，在宣教上！

源源的《心2》

哦噢～～～
觉得自己在很多事上都很不足！尤其是画画！
设计东西之类的～
为什么选我？我不懂，情愿找个没天份的人来设计，真是笑话呀～
呜呜呜～
还是祷告爹禘吧！让爹禘来帮我，给予我力量…
“耶和华啊，你的工作何其大，你的心思极其深！”诗92:5


今晚冷冷的，冰冰的！泡一杯热热的，香香的Cereal～一口一口咬着饼干！一边看assignment～（虽然跟某某说要睡了，但我没有）索哩索哩～

哎呀！也觉得自己为什么这么不聪明，好难哦，好难在学业上为爹禘来发光哦！好难集中精神！好难读进哦！好难啊！！为什么会变这样去～～～～～～～～～～
难道真的是头脑老化了吗？还是心已经不在课业上了？
“因为你的财宝在哪里，你的心也在那里”太6:21

谢谢爹禘保守着我的心，没分裂去～没失去对朋友们的信心以及信任！
“虽有军兵安营攻击我，我的心也不害怕；虽然兴起刀兵攻击我，我必仍旧安稳。”诗27:3


结论：
即使遇到很多困难，也不要埋怨，因为:
1“不可报仇，也不可埋怨你本国的子民，却要爱人如己。我是耶和华。”利19:18
2“弟兄们，你们不要彼此埋怨，免得受审判。看哪，审判的主站在门前了！”雅5:9

源源的《内疚》

很对不起…

因为我自己个人的缘故，我伤害了好多人…

是我把妳弄成这样～

我很希望妳能体谅我…当然，我也会学着体谅妳。

我真的真的有把心打开，把妳当成很好很好的朋友。

是的，在教会…在多人面前，我知道有时我会对妳冷漠了一些些，反而对别人好一些些…

但请妳真的真的要相信我…我真的把妳当成能打勾勾的很好很好朋友看待了！！

朋友难免会吵架，不过，我愿意让步，我是会让步的～只是需要点时间来Calm Down我自己，来休息…我答应妳，我不会再如此对妳了～我要对妳很好很好的！相信我好吗？

我对妳做出的伤害，想真心的对妳说声：“对不起”！

至于妹妹，很谢谢妳…因为妳不但没生气～反倒在默默地支持哥哥！好开心，很感谢神！

想对妹妹说声：“谢谢妳”！

至于姐姐，也是非常非常谢谢妳，在我失落，非常需要人陪的时候，是妳在我身边陪着我，一直到我好了…姐妳仍然陪伴着我～

想对姐姐说：“有你好好哦”！

结论：

神啊！袮把我安置在这间大学，肯定有袮的旨意！我要学会顺服！学会忍耐，学会依靠信靠神，学会爱人如己，爱神……

源源的《要休息》

谢谢姐姐的Recording…独一无二的Piano Recording…谢谢～真的很好听，妳知道我找遍了所有网站都找不到这首歌～而姐姐妳居然自己弹了一首《诗篇八》送给我……谢谢妳！！谢谢妳的支持，让我觉得好了很多很多…

至于我关心的对象，为什么对我没信心叻？
妳们伤心失落没空得空开心发脾气没找我，我仍然在那原地等着妳们安慰妳们逗妳们开心…
妳们需要帮忙，我有哪次拒绝妳们？
我对妳们太好，被人讲，我都只安安静静地吞气…

现在反倒过来说我小气？好吧，我承认我小气…
因为亲情友情爱情，我通通都玩不起…
我心的伤，妳们都不晓得，只有天父知道…我好累。

也许在这间大学里只有姐姐了解我吧，也只有姐姐您制得住我吧？只剩下两个月了…好担心好怕…
不过没关系，有姐姐的诗篇八，听着听着～仿佛姐姐您围绕着我一样～

结论：
我想好好地休息，要知道袮是神！我承认我成绩差我笨小气没用胆小孤僻容易受伤，但我还是希望妳们会继续与我作朋友，体谅我…
朋友和血有个差别，那就是血流进心，还会从心流出来…而朋友进了心，就永远留在心里…
好希望能快点好起来…

源源的《心碎了》

今天（昨天），心情突然低落的妳，突然不想跟我说话的妳，突然理我，又突然不理我，突然之间变了另一个人似的妳……我心底传来一个恐惧～怕怕多过伤心…

或许对一个人太好的症状吧？

刚才跟哥哥聊了一下，他说发生意外！才知道原来他做错事，也就因此而要结婚…起初知道他要结婚，并不知道是他做错事，还以为，他想早点成家，但没立业！

我觉得自己很没用，当初如果我可以再握紧点，再用力点，或许，哥！你现在不会这样的下场！为什么我当初要放弃你！为什么！！！我这里虽然比妈那里穷很多，但Ah Ma给了我很好的教育，很好的管教！！！为什么当初你偏偏就是要溜走！！！忍心丢下我这个唯一的弟弟！现在你做错事了，无法往回了！

心碎了，泪也掉了…心多了一个疤痕。

不想理人，不想见人，更不想看手机，不想人烦我！

不想再对任何一个人太好了，对你/妳太好，往后，我伤得越重！！我怕了！

结论：

一个糟透的一晚，难过的一晚，需要多少时间来复原，我并不知道…不敢对任何人太好了，只想单单专一于神！对神好！

源源的《下雨天》

Yeahh～～～～～又是下着雨的晚上！好凉好爽哦～开心！

今天早上差点迟到去～～～哈哈！因为太好睡了～啊哈哈！

今天的Analogue课，简直就是催眠的课！

原以为今天下午能去弄一弄衣服的～～～所以1PM就开始Ponteng了！

哪知要等到8PM去～～～Abuuuu～～～

还有还有，幸好我看到，原来我把忙盲茫，写成忙育茫！幸好有看到！要不然，跳到黄河也洗不清！真是感谢神啊！

今天与某个PRO～～～的朋友聊了还蛮多一下下的～还被某个PRO～～～的朋友吃完某种食物！不过也对啦～食物浪费了就不好咯～

今天又跟某某个朋友聊了还蛮多也不多少也不少一下下的！才知道原来～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～如此！要加油哦！

我会陪伴那些需要的，直到问题解决了，我才会慢慢地离开～希望每个人都能开开心心嘀！笑到疯去也没关系！口合口合口合！！

结论：

今天没什么特别的事发生，但还是要做好感恩的功课！感谢神让我还有生命气息～也感谢神让我能有这么～～～～～～～多～～～可以谈心事的朋友～好喂～要睡了～感谢神让我能睡觉！感谢神让我还能感恩！

源源的《手》

啊～我漂亮的手～～好可爱哦～～～～
大大的～肥肥的～Kawaii～～～

今天（昨天）传道说：“能把经节背起来是件很好的事”
传道也说我们背书厉害，也对啦～
不过背一个SEM的东西，下个SEM就忘了！
所以，所谓“背”圣经不可以只单单“背”而已，而是要把这“背”变成“牢记而应用”！
这样，我们才能活出圣经的经节来！

今晚（昨晚），吃了东西南北风～～～也喝了好多天然水～～～
我可爱的Motor在Campus里跟陪别的Motor Dating～～～
好爱睡哦！哦！差点忘了，谢谢姐姐～谢谢妳送的东西～～～～～好好喔～～
妳是我最喜欢的姐姐了～

刚喝完了一杯热热的禄澡～等下应该会很好睡～～～

结论：
感恩啊～今天我有“休息”到哦！虽然全身都有点痛痛的…可是没关系，起码我知道我还能感觉到痛～好喂！

源源的《Na'Vi》

好啊～恭喜Na'Vi Team进了总决赛！加油加油！

今晚又没吃晚餐了。

身体越来越弱…全身痛痛的。

知道妳很多人关心，但我也有需要妳支持鼓励我的时候～
我也有需要别人的时候！
我也有软弱的时候！
我也是人！！
我只需要短短几分钟的关心！

一个人的财宝在哪里，他的心也在哪里。而我的财宝在家里，Sibu的家里…

结论：

心啊，你要坚强！饶恕虽难，但值得一试！

源源的《如果》

我的弱点，就是当我生气/难过时…控制不了自己。不是弱点，应该是弱点s！
今天这样地走开，让我想起，当初我也是那样走开一样，导致跟前女友分开……
我要控制自己！！

我最好朋友问我，如果再给我一次机会，我还会打墙壁吗？我答：会！
因为，经过了这次的手痛…我才知道我的手……是多么的重要！

同样的，如果再给我一次机会，我会喜欢妳吗？我答：会！
因为，经过了这件事，让我学到，与一个人在一起，是真的要负责任的…是要有能力了才够资格的，我现在不够资格，也没这个能力！所以，现在做好朋友就够了…
喜欢一个人没有说一定要拥有她，也没说一定要每天粘在一起，只要能看到她快乐，开心…不就够了吗？

如果再给我一次机会，我会信主吗？我答：会！
因为，我如果不是因为袮！我不会遇到我最好的朋友，我不会撑到现在，我也不可能好好地站在这里…因为袮仿佛是我的手那样重要，妳是我脚前的灯，路上的光！没了袮，我几乎做什么都不能！！

我学到了很多功课，我会继续好好地生活下去的，我会加油的，我会努力的！

结论：
如果我有这么多如果，结果还不是一样吗？<<----------很废吗？我告诉你/妳们这些读者，一点也不废！因为我不需要如果！我需要的是结果！所以，我要结果！成为一颗能结好果子的好树！

源源的《呼求 》

我们呼求祢，阿爸父，设立祢宝座在这地 
祢必睁眼看侧耳垂听，奉主名的呼求 
万民都要来敬拜祢，荣耀高举祢的圣名 
复兴这地全能的君王，我们欢迎祢

是啊！我们呼求袮！阿爸父～

我们所求的，只要是奉主耶稣名求的，祢必睁眼看侧耳垂听！

是的！万民都应当称颂赞美主！荣耀高举祢的圣名，在宝座上！

好好听的一首歌～～听了心田，心灵，心思，都感到很舒服，很爽快，很顺畅！（自然，大便也顺畅了好多好多）

今天睡到10AM+……累到！！！！

手仍然痛着，心多多少少也担心着，身体一天比一天弱，有某某部位时会痛到不能睡……

不过，我有依靠，我有盾牌，我有永生的入门卷！

结论：

主啊，袮知道我的需要…也只有袮知道！我信！我相信！我对父神袮有信心！袮会带我走向那条难走的路，然而袮也会带我走出那艰难的路……

源源的《恐惧》

今天～一大早就起身，可以说是没睡好…然后就有Uncle来载我去Chuiyan姐家～
今早在7-village吃了两粒蛋，一杯白咖啡，和面包……然后那位Uncle居然帮我还钱（真的很不好意思）

然后就去了医院，跑来跑去，结果MRI Machine坏掉，就不能做Scanning，然后12:30PM 就开始从GH--->PB花了四个钟～
真是的，然后在PB又没人载我回噢！只好在Church呆到6:00PM才能托传道载我回…

今晚没吃晚餐～在WeiBing看到几个EE的番薯～跟我熟到不能再熟的番薯～然后就聊啊聊～就打算今晚打Dota娱乐娱乐～啊～希望我能控制得了…你/妳们啊！这些读者，看了我写的东西，还不快阻止我～～～～～～（虽然有几位劝过我了，可是……嘻嘻！）

结论：
平安的一天，真的有开心到的一天（心灵上的快乐，细节就不想说），盼望神能医治和看顾那些病痛的，软弱的，压力的… 忍耐到底的必然欢呼收割～weeee..